Abstract and Keywords This manuscript explores topics in horror, gender and femininity, sexuality, psychological disorders, parasomnias, phobias and my biracial identity as well as a struggle with darker aspects of society. These pieces explore multiple psychological disorders such as parasomnias (specfically insomnia and sleep paralysis) and medical treatment, anxiety, and depression. Some pieces included also explore current issues with technology, specifically the exploration of the darknet and online child...